mixed emotions... excited? nervous?
After three attempts of applying for the Clinical Nutritionist post at The Medical City, here it is! by God's grace, in his perfect time. I'm IN! 
The first attempt i made, they had already shortlisted someone. The second time, i got no response. The third time, I was actually not expecting something (good) would happen either. The job ad has been posted for a month already, and usually, online job ads that've been posted for a month are no longer available. I just tried, after all, i'm quite contented working as an online teacher... But lo and behold! TMC called for an exam, then, prelim interview, then final interview. whew! That final interview! I wasn't that hopeful that i'm gonna make it; there were 3 of us, all UPLB graduates (batchmates pa nga eh!). That made me so nervous during the interview, that i really didnt have the confidence i'd make it.
My prayer really lacked the confidence (and faith), "God, if it's really mine, you'll let me in. Eh pangit ung interview ko (sobra! kung nakita nyo lang reaction nung interviewer)." But during one of my devotions, God just reminded me that i've prayed for it (i prayed for the work that is clinical, ayoko kasi sa food service); as if He was telling me, "hey, hiningi mo yan, di ba? it's yours, don't listen to the devil's deceptions; don't let him take it away from you." Afterwards, a friend texted me, "kung sa'yo yan, wala silang magagawa."
hmmm... i've kept it in my heart. trust God. He told me it's mine.
and I'M IN! REALLY? PA'NO NANGYARI?
July 1 is my first day of work at TMC and one of my goals: i'll befriend our Department Head, i know kinausap sya ni God bakit ako nakapasa sa interview. I dreamed about that scene, God talking to her; so, might be silly but i'm gonna find out!
"hey, hiningi mo yan, di ba? it's yours, don't listen to the devil's deceptions; don't let him take it away from you." Afterwards, a friend texted me, "kung sa'yo yan, wala silang magagawa." 
